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So it's been a bit over a year since I posted a journal entry. Wow...
I think I fell in love, no, I know I fell in love. But the one time I let myself fall, he wasn't there to catch me. I thought that this turn of events would leave my heart over-flowing with emotion and inspiration. But really, it's broken at this point.
My hand shakes every time I pick up a pencil, and I don't have the heart to start skething. And when I am able to draw, the girls always resemble me, and the boys him.
I don't think it's very healthy.
What do I do to get closure if I'm still waiting for him?
I think I fell in love, no, I know I fell in love. But the one time I let myself fall, he wasn't there to catch me. I thought that this turn of events would leave my heart over-flowing with emotion and inspiration. But really, it's broken at this point.
My hand shakes every time I pick up a pencil, and I don't have the heart to start skething. And when I am able to draw, the girls always resemble me, and the boys him.
I don't think it's very healthy.
What do I do to get closure if I'm still waiting for him?
Summer *cry*
Summer isn't very fun. Not too much to work on. I can't come up w/ any ideas. Like isn't too grand at the moment either, there's too much drama to deal with. So If anyone has any ideas for what I could do, I'm open to ideas.
*sigh* so bored...no motivation...
Just to say
Umm so this year sucks...Alot. Of which I will not explain right now, but I have the ability to cheer up emo-boys, and I am now the Phantom of the Highschool.
Whatever...But at least I'm slowly getting back to my art, thank gosh...
Alive?
Ah yes, I am back from the dead. I signed my life away to drama and it keeps me away from all of you. Such a sad and cruel fate. But it's fun.
This year the musical is beauty and the beast, and i got the part of beast...j.k, i'm belle, can you believe it? i'm still getting over the shock of it, and we perform it in 12 days! Good gasp. I get to kiss some wierd guy/ the beast. Lots of girls in my school thinks he's really hot, eww. He has no hair on his body and super thin, if he was 10 pounds heavier, his hair not so over highlighted, and a trim, i think he'd be a gorgeous boy, but, whatever. And i hate the kissing parts, even though it makes
Vacation
Going to Disney World *insert unenthusiastic woot*
Great, dealing with the retarded customs agents *i shouldnt say that cause it's my dad's job lol* in different airports, the dumb scanners that freak out at earings, the patrol officers who eye you if you're wearing eyeliner, the nasty-ass smelly slobs of men who stare at you if you look young or decent, long plane rides, lack of scanner, and photoshop...
And hooray for my parents arguing all the time, yelling at me, and pampering my little brother who isn't eaven a full year younger than me -.-''~
Life is great...*sigh*
At least we'll have 2 other kids our age with us.
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Closure? you can't trust me. My 2 year relationship just blew up in my face monday night. You can try to get closure, find out why it happened, you can spend days circling asking the same 100 questions... at the end... the answer always comes down to this: They made the decision. Not you, sure you may have said the wrong thing, or did something but it happened. They chose to walk away.
I dedicated my entire life to my gal. Held no secrets, was supportive of every action, even if I thought it was wrong.. told her when I thought it was wrong. And I still ended up broken hearted. From her hero to the guy she avoided for 3 months, and still hasn't told me why when I asked.
I dedicated my entire life to my gal. Held no secrets, was supportive of every action, even if I thought it was wrong.. told her when I thought it was wrong. And I still ended up broken hearted. From her hero to the guy she avoided for 3 months, and still hasn't told me why when I asked.