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I Thought Wrong

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So it's been a bit over a year since I posted a journal entry. Wow...

I think I fell in love, no, I know I fell in love. But the one time I let myself fall, he wasn't there to catch me. I thought that this turn of events would leave my heart over-flowing with emotion and inspiration. But really, it's broken at this point.

My hand shakes every time I pick up a pencil, and I don't have the heart to start skething. And when I am able to draw, the girls always resemble me, and the boys him.

I don't think it's very healthy.

What do I do to get closure if I'm still waiting for him?
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Summer *cry*

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       Summer isn't very fun. Not too much to work on. I can't come up w/ any ideas. Like isn't too grand at the moment either, there's too much drama to deal with. So If anyone has any ideas for what I could do, I'm open to ideas.



*sigh* so bored...no motivation...
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Just to say

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Umm so this year sucks...Alot. Of which I will not explain right now, but I have the ability to cheer up emo-boys, and I am now the Phantom of the Highschool.

Whatever...But at least I'm slowly getting back to my art, thank gosh...
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Alive?

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Ah yes, I am back from the dead. I signed my life away to drama and it keeps me away from all of you. Such a sad and cruel fate. But it's fun.

This year the musical is beauty and the beast, and i got the part of beast...j.k, i'm belle, can you believe it? i'm still getting over the shock of it, and we perform it in 12 days! Good gasp. I get to kiss some wierd guy/ the beast. Lots of girls in my school thinks he's really hot, eww. He has no hair on his body and super thin, if he was 10 pounds heavier, his hair not so over highlighted, and a trim, i think he'd be a gorgeous boy, but, whatever. And i hate the kissing parts, even though it makes all the preppy wannabe girls jealous (LMAO), the fist time he licked his lips and he always puts chapstick on so his lips were cold wet and slightly gooey. *shivers* I'm trying to get him to stop licking his lips. It's not working very well

and i have a crush on this boy, and he knows, and i think my ex told him, so embarassing.and he has really long hair, and all of my friends are like WTF? you can do sooo much better! They say he looks like a girl from behind, bs...

The why can't i? I've tried honestly! And it's not like he's a bad pick, he's smart, not ugly, athletic(hockey, i love hockey and the players too XD) and he's actually really funny, when he's not being a difficult son of a b- anyways...What's so wrong with him?
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Vacation

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Going to Disney World *insert unenthusiastic woot*

Great, dealing with the retarded customs agents *i shouldnt say that cause it's my dad's job lol* in different airports, the dumb scanners that freak out at earings, the patrol officers who eye you if you're wearing eyeliner, the nasty-ass smelly slobs of men who stare at you if you look young or decent, long plane rides, lack of scanner, and photoshop...

And hooray for my parents arguing all the time, yelling at me, and pampering my little brother who isn't eaven a full year younger than me -.-''~

Life is great...*sigh*

At least we'll have 2 other kids our age with us.
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